life....sigh what is life is it what we like to think money fam family kids fighting sports.or is it more...is it to hard for them to see or is it me . am i crazy? i know its there i can touch it an tast it but is it reall what i see? is it fake is it my head my mind tricking me telling me what it should be? or is it what i hope it is .......what if its not what if its just shapes an colors what if u could turn it an look at it in another angel would it change could it? would it tast the same an look the same. hummmmm.....i wonder.it feels fake it feels dumb. if i think about it an the reallity of it .....i feel lost i feel dumb. believing in this fake reality....none of it really matter in the big pic dose it? what color to paint the living room hummm what par of shows should i wear what lamp well match the living room......its like ur so consumed by this fake reality u r dumb to it how stupid this fake life we have made for r selfs. were killing off r real world destroying it just to keep r fake one alive ........i dont know it seems dumb to me a waist of time an a wast of reality....